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[Aug. 25th, 2009|07:07 pm] |
things seem to be going well. i hope things continue to go well. |
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[Jul. 8th, 2009|03:34 am] |
| [ | music |
| | Bon Iver - Skinny Love | ] |
i have just decided that everything is going to be alright. because i will it. |
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[May. 20th, 2009|11:21 pm] |
i'm sitting here, knowing that i have to give work in in the morning - a lot of it - and i'm not doing it. instead, i'm taking dumb-shit quizzes on facebook.
what the fuck is wrong with me?
i have 2 days left and then that's it. why can't i just do the work. |
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[May. 17th, 2009|11:58 pm] |
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A mid-years resolution: to lighten the fuck up. |
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[May. 13th, 2009|09:34 pm] |
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I no longer fear pain. |
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[May. 13th, 2009|09:31 pm] |
No fear of loneliness.
No fear of dissapointment.
No fear of failure.
How I wish I was a single cell. |
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[May. 12th, 2009|01:40 pm] |
Ever wondered why you do it? Why you even bother.
How does it benefit you? Does it feel worth the time? The energy.
You struggle to muster up the commitment you need, the drive to succeed.
We're all nothing. What's wrong with staying nothing?
Everybody wants to be something. |
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[May. 1st, 2009|12:26 am] |
| [ | music |
| | nothing itunes fucked up. | ] |
i will love you better
i will love you better
i will love you better
i will love you better
i will love you better. |
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[Apr. 16th, 2009|09:26 pm] |
i'm not sure how much longer i can stand it. i wake up every morning and i can't think of anything else. i only listen to sad songs now; love, loss, longing.
i resent laughter. i really hate it when someone makes me laugh now so i try to fight it.
i hate her. fucking pre-pubescent whore and her store bought giggle. i want to destroy her but i don't know how yet. i'll know soon.
sometimes when it's too much blood helps.
i don't know how long i'll be able to stick around and watch it happen. i'll have to go somewhere, or do something. to make it stop.
you are all i need.
goodbye? |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2009|12:28 pm] |
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I've just realised that I started this journal when I was 15, which is cute. |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2009|11:29 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | beddddd | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cranky | ] |
So I'm lying in bed trying to build up the energy to go get something to eat.
I hate this room, and people, and paul ross.
I want to tidy it but i'd probably fall asleep standing up. I'm also cold. Ughhh
I have a blood test wednesday to tell me things I already know. Also doctors are idiots. They tell you to list your symptoms, wait for you to make your own diagnosis (y'know like "well I was thinking it might be...") and then they just generally agree with you every fucking time. They might as well just give out blank prescriptions. I'll sort myself out.
I hope I'm better in time for my birthdayyy.
Now I'm too hungry not to move. |
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[Mar. 26th, 2009|12:50 pm] |
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so i guess livejournal is dead :( |
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[Feb. 16th, 2009|01:58 am] |
annnnnnnddddddd hernia. |
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[Feb. 16th, 2009|01:55 am] |
kill me. kill me right now or i'll kill somebody else.
THIS IS RIDICULOUS JUST FUCKING DO IT.
i have a problem. i realllllyy do |
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[Feb. 16th, 2009|01:52 am] |
WHY AM I SO FUCKING INCAPABLE OF TALKING TO OTHER HUMAN BEINGS.
oh my god. |
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[Feb. 1st, 2009|02:09 am] |
| [ | music |
| | Svefn-g-englar - Sigur Ros | ] |
i feel i'm in a rut. nothing's going anywhere and i'm losing interest in everything.
i need a new distraction. then again i need a lot of things soo y'know :P.
i need more money! i need glastonbury to be now. i need someone to go to late of the pier with me on thursday D:
i would really like a person that knows me better. |
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[Nov. 14th, 2008|04:27 am] |
| [ | music |
| | if i was a boyyyyyyyy | ] |
instead of going to bed i thought 'hey it'd be cool to have some old pictures'.
so i spent 4 hours on a webtrail that eventually lead me to my livejournal from year 8.
thats nearly 5 years ago. go figure!
i shouldve just gone to sleep tbf |
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